Chapter 1

(OK... Lame excuse for a book chapter but still what the hey... lol)

CHAPTER 1: There once was a boy, his name was Justin. He grew up in a family of six, both parents and three little brothers.as the oldest, a LOT of responsibility was dumped on him. Sometimes so much that he would do things that he would regret later on.

Justin wasn't just another 15 year old. He was a Pastor's Kid. Many expectations are put on PK's. People think, "He's the youth pastor's son right? He must be a young man of God!" But what people don't know is that he is hiding... Hiding his feelings, emotions, and history.

Since he was 12 years old, he had been addicted to pornography, homosexual pornography. These days of his young life perverted his emotions and way of life. At 13 he acquired his first boyfriend. - Jake. Now Jake, he wasn't raised very correctly... When he was born both of his parents were addicted to drugs, and he was put up for adoption. But his dad did get clean and took him back as his own. To this day Jake's mother is still not clean. His father on the other hand, not on drugs, but picked up smoking cigarettes and gambling. A bad influence on Jake...

Justin and Jake hooked up almost every night since they had been dating. How do Justin's parents allow him to act this way? They know nothing of it. He hasn't come out to them yet. Justin turned away from God. He used to be a tremendous christian. But now all that's left of him is a tremendously false facade of glory that he uses daily.

Justin, he can still remember that terrible night that changed his life... The night that they first had sex. That night was his first time. A terrible waste... He grew up hearing that God had created sex to be a beautiful thing! A thing to be shared between one man and one woman. He threw all that away to one person. A boy named Jake. Unlike Justin, Jake had done this before, he was used to the idea. Poor Justin, miss guided, perverted this early in life, yet Jesus still loves him. Justin has yet to understand this.

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