AAAAWWWW!!!!! TWOO WUV!

The "Aftermath"

“I…”

By Brayden Moore

 

…feel alone in this world

…feel alone in a crowd

…feel alone…

 

…am tired of your bs!

…am tired of you ignoring me!

…am tired…

 

…tend to be emo

…tend to be mean

…tend to hurt myself…

 

…hurt inside

…hurt outside

…hurt…

Another one of my moods... Saturday, 1/24/09

Saturday, 1/24/09

 

OH! How I love

OH! How I dream

OH! How I long for your touch

 

My, how I love

My, how I want

My, how I fantasize

 

I love you more than life

I love you more than the air

I love you more than you know!

 

I would kill for you

I would do anything fro you

I would die for you!

 

You never forget your first love

I will never forget you!

I will for always, remember your name

 

From the day we met

To the day I die

I will be thinking of you

 

For now I cry tears of sadness

But when we fall again

Tears of joy will flow…

Nightly Rant Friday, 1/23/09

Friday, 1/23/09

 

Feeling of love

Feeling of being loved

A thing that can not be bought

 

More precious than silver

More valuable than gold

More amazing than the gods

 

Stand your ground

Someone will come

To love you back

 

All the while I will be lusting

After a one

After the one that I seem to need

 

I need to be loved

Not in the way of a ‘rent

In the way of a close, close friend

 

Not just a friend

But more than that

More than the random “luv ya”

 

I want a friend to say “I Love You”

I want a friend that says “I Need You”

I need a single person

 

With a kiss it be sealed

That our love never fail

Forever and ever always

My Nightly Ravings...

A sensual kiss

A friendly hug

A dying breath

The Screams of life

I’m falling faster!

 

Let go of me!

I need my space!

I need you OUT of here!

I’m too confused to think!

You feel so close

Yet SO far away!

 

For the invisible

I speak

For the unnoticed

I voice

For the ones that go by you EVERY day and you take for granted

I SCREAM!

 

Let go of me!

I need my space!

I need you OUT of here!

I’m too confused to think!

You feel so close

Yet SO far away!

 

Standing on the razor’s edge

Blade slipping through my skin

As blood leaks I become insane

Don’t feel sorry

Feel PROUD!

 

I’m happy now

I am calm

In the painful hours of the night

I feel full

I feel loved

I feel IN love

 

I am DEPRESSED.

Metal Hanger

"Look Closely"

Wisdom IS Good For The Soul!

Lookin' For Something?

What you're HOPEFULLY looking for is God.

I was... I had a rough couple of days in the beginning this week, so I went back to my birthtown to calm down and think. It was hard.

This world is full of "hell." Yeah no joke. You either need to know how to deal with it, or avoid it, and I've had a LOT of it lately. Yes little ol' Brayden is in a bunch of Hell... Sweet, little Brayden, little, innocent Brayden is in trouble... I know that's what a lot of you are saying.

Well ANYWAY, I went back to my birthtown looking for God, and I found him. His peace is on me now. Other than being grounded I feel GREAT! It feels good to start the new year off with a good attitude. This year I'm going to start with a clean slate. And I'm going to scrub at the little marks that just won't wipe off.

I know what it feels like to be lost. I'm only 15 but I do know. I've felt far away from him, close to him, and even as if he was non-existent. Very recently I felt SO bad, that I was dead-set on quitting going to church, quitting reading my Bible, and quitting on God. But I know now that I was wrong. I know now that God is forever, eternal. That God lives in me and should be seen with every breath I breathe. Thank you Lord! You've helped me see the "light," within the darkness that surrounds my life!

Oh! And Happy New Year!